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I cant remember anything from this week . Oh , wait. I remember something today ! :D and/or maybe yesterday. The Thai students cameeee , and they're hot tao !

Anyway , problems problems ..They just keep on coming back , for one day . Justone day , please let me rest and run away from all this . I dont want to give up , but I somehow have.I dont want to let go , but I somehow did. I dont want to lose friends , but I somehow have already lost some ]: Saddening , but true .

I have been showing my tears alot , thanks Boyf for everything , not forgetting the people that has comforted me over and over again , seeing me cry , &that includes the netball girls , Qzai , Fath , Maii , Nisa , Lydia , Ayu ,Syafiah and alot more [[: Its not easy to cry in front of many people , you know.

SYAFIAH,kate tak suke tapi stead jugak kannnn , hahahaha . HOPE YOU TWO LAST LONG TOGETHER .

Ilovemyboyfriend(:

Thanks[[:

Syafiah , I promise that I'll never cry in front of you again .

Hahaha , sorry , I've been crying , I can't help it , you know , I cry over the slightest things ,

you did console me up , by your very(and I mean VERY) lame jokes and all .

Sitting beside you is awesome , although I can't concentrate in class most of the time , listening to what useless things that you have to say , &above all , ILY. hahahaha.

Today lepak2 with Fathiah ,Qzai & Boyfriend. I had a great time .

HAHAHAHA , there's a no need to mention to what we were doing.

Talking only right , what you want to know .

Qzai , sorry for acting crazy just now . I didn't know how you put up with my laughters and sudden giggles .

Fathiah , you must be lucky to have Qzai , he treats you well . You both are sweet.

&Boyfriend , you never fail to spice up my day. [[:

IT HURTS MCM BABI.

Sunday :

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HAHAHAHAAH, went to hospital :X

Waitwait , after that ... was with Amir , Fathiah & Qzai .

Playplay , do this do that , and then homee !

Monday :

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Went to watch the B boys .

Fathiah smgt siollllllllll , butbut , before that , inside the bus, Shahir fucking emo .

Tuesday :

CRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIED]]: (Amir too)

thanks to Fathiah ,Qzai , Shiqin , Shahir & Farhan for everything .

Appreciate it bykkk2 :DD

Then , tumbok tiang , tendang dinding time !

But I didn't do it , Qzai &Amir buat jek , silly guys .

Wednesday :

I didn't cry , baybeh . Happy lagik .

After school , Shahir settle bende .

Tkper , Shahir must go on [[:

I think I need some happy moments , can ? HAHAHAHA .

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See how much I miss you boy ?

LOVE.

The enrichment was a total waste of time , pfffft.

&I've found someone new , and our story is quite complicated ,

but still , ilovehim.

&Amir , I'll give you time to forget her k . I trust you , but I just can't seem to trust myself.

&Qzai , thanks for all the help last night , I appreciate it byk2 :DD

If it weren't for you , Amir & I won't be together.

My state of mind.

I'm rather confused , I'm scared that she'll be angry with me .
But I can't help it , I have to forget _____ , &by doing that , I've to find somone that really loves me .

I'm sorry]]:

&as they say , good things don't necessarily come to those who wait , right ?

Mr Mangkok♥

I failed my Maths by 1 mark , my dad was not proud . hah , yes he gave me the i-expected-it-look , because I never really did study for it . I got A1 for Lit , and A2 for Malay . The rest were just Bs and Cs , damn . I've just gotta sit myself down and open those textbooks that has long been either inside my bag or under my table. Ironically , I think my table has much more knowledge than me. If only , I could just absorb those words from textbooks into my brain . If only. &you know what I did for 6 hours straight during my wait at school ? See the soccer boys play at the concourse , see the NPs dance at 2A , and doing my homework , and play UNO. Weird , but enjoyable. &tomorrow , most of the pupils in JVS is going to the leadership camp . I'm gonna miss some people . Should I say that Mr Mangkok is my new friend/love/bestfriend/neighbour/schoolmate/classmate/good friend/enemy/husband ? hahahaha , Syafiah&Ayu should know . Lydia doesn't know .

I'd better stop now , or else , everything would be written.

It was just a matter of time.

Suddenly today , I had the mood to study .

But halfway , the feeling was gone , and I was trying very hard to sleep without the teacher noticing.

After school , prepared for the birthday suprise for Mai and Fatin .

We had a great time , overall .

Tha cake was nice, the people were great , everything was almost perfect .

something had to spoil it .

Amir , be strong tao !

Today is diff.

Today was total oppisite .
Partner should know:D

&I've let half of my secret out , the other half ? Laterlater la eh !

[[:

&I miss somebody , ___ not online leh .

&HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAKAK .

LALALA . tomorrow is SUNDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

I WENT TO. there.

I went to vivo to buy 2 bars of kinder bueno and 1 bar of Van Houtens chocolate.

Actually , mom asked me out to vivo , then I didn't want to go .

But my dad wanted to treat us , so might as well go kan .

So , went there and took the bus ride of 45 minutes , people accompanied me with their sms-es ,

thanks Afifah and Shafiq[[:

It was cold in the bus , I swear.

Reached there and waited for my sister , because she had just knocked off from work , &she wanted to buy the shoes .

We went to the toilet first , my sister changed her clothes .

I was outside , then this auntie , keep talking to herself ar , so scary .

Mum bought 2 bags , altogether $200+ , since one of the bag is only $20 .

Too bad brother wasn't there.

While waiting for the bus(yes , our whole family took the bus , Dad didn't want to drive , how pemalas.) ,

my sister pinpointedthe difference in my skin colour .

Mum went :

Eh , Iqah berus Iqah nyer kaki ar .

Me:

Mane boleh ! Nanti skin terkopek .

Mum:

Asalkan putihputih slalu.

*imitates the commercial people's voice*

and we went laughing away , yes it's lame , yes my family calls me Iqah.